Wow I have had wonderful wonderful days since the holidays! It’s been about six weeks I guess, since I last posted a journal. But lol no offence it being the internet and all but I must say being on deviantart is as good as alternate online existences get! Especially with everyone here! love to all my fellow deviants!

I have always wondered about the word deviant too… here’s a definition, take it any way:
de•vi•ant
adj. Differing from a norm or from the accepted standards of a society.
n. One that differs from a norm, especially a person whose behavior and attitudes differ from accepted social standards.

Great things have been happening, and I can’t say how happy I have been overall. I know some of them will strike you as being pretty sad cases but oh well! at least none of them are really vices I suppose even the lamest hobbies are okay. Confession: I play the Sims (original and crappy edition ) and actually like it! Try not to kill yourselves laughing, my brother nearly did and offered to let me play Counterstrike: Source because he couldn’t bear me playing such a sad game! talk about getting what I want! But yeah, feeling like a control freak is so funny! And the Sims are retards anyhow. but funny!

OOOH today I got to try on a yukata for the first time! Now I know how the whole thing goes together, and I can tie a simple obi! It’s pretty, and I coerced my friend to stand for me while I tied the obi over her school uniform the Japanese Club rocks!!!! am so looking forward to Manifest too! And I might even cosplay… although hopefully I get the time for it of course. Then again kimonos and hakamas seem pretty easy to make.

Speaking about books… I am on a Matthew Reilly and Tamora Pierce craze. I finished the Wheel of Time last week and am reading all the Pierce books again, going on about stuff like “My GOD, Jonathan of Conte is soooo up himself!” and “Can I get Rosethorn to babysit my brother?” as well as “I wish Briar were real” . And after reading the end of the Schofield series by Reilly I almost want to write a fanfiction. Almost. (readers will know why sorry if you don’t, go read the books!) Actually I take that back, you would have to blackmail me to do that! You know how I suck at writing… sort of…

OMG LIMEWIRE! That is like awesome, I have like 200 songs from My Chemical Romance, Nightwish, Evanescence (yes I love alternative rock ) and some nice pop ones. I just want to say this, I think The Sharpest Lives sounds like… Lord of the Flies… at least the bits I understood. ‘cannibal glow’? ‘blood on your hands’… oh the Lord of the Flies alright. It’s such a scary book! >< im scared…

^{Hope this isn’t taking too long, but life has been good to me lately so}

WHY are all the recommended books like, talking about teenage problems, suicide and bad adolescent society??? I’m depressed; people keep going on about how ‘teenagers do this-this-this (e.g smoke pot, hook up, be bullies) and end up that-that-that (e.g dead, mentally scarred and damaged) but I’m a teenager and I don’t think it’s that bad an outlook for us. (If you want to know what I’m commenting about, read ‘Destroying Avalon’, ‘Mira Falling’ and ‘Walking Naked’. They are good reads, but warning: very depressing.)

Geez just got myself sad again. Sigh, ah well there are plenty of happier books, like the Princess Bride by W. Goldman… OMG don’t ever read the Lord of the Flies at night; it’s so scary and horrific! Schoolboys going psycho and hunting one another… killing animals and making glory over blood…… *shudder* sounds too much like the world for my comfort.

What happened to happy things?!

Math is boring… shall replace it with art…
B’days in a while! Mine too!
more tests next week… reminds me of exams back where I was born…
My Chemical Romance, and maybe Nightwish.
cannot believe the world sometimes… marriage proposals at my age… im flattered…
go me… books!
I’m still not listening to your book Matthew Reilly…
I had my first piano exam today! it's cooL! made mistakes though.
MY GOD today i bought 4 books and 3 Cds for a total of $16.50 and The Path of Daggers was just $1.50!!!! tatty along the edges, but it's the big one! Prev price: $27.90.
Thanks for reading!


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